renewed

a student gave me a waffle this morning... aaw... *sniff sniff* (tears of joy)

i really should've worked out at the gym last night. laziness got me. brrrr... i saw someone there again... this someone reminds me of someone. i wonder if they're related in any way... shushz.. i don't think so.
i've been feeling lately that i've changed since i last reflected on myself.
new experiences, new friends, new environment, new problems are to blame.
i'm not saying change is bad. it's good actually -- when you change for the good.
i'm also not saying i'm now a bad person. i've just changed. I'm new.
However, i'm not liking the new "new" me. i liked the old me. but i also want change.
i guess i want to be the new "old" me. and i decided to do that starting today.
Hah! sleep deprivation at work.
good quality sleep can really do you a lot of good.
you're able to think better, be more alert, less moody, less emotional... sheesh! it can even help you to resolve to move on and stop ranting about what you don't have that you desperately want to have. uh...correction! "wanted" to have that is...

oh sleep! one of my favorite things in the world!

i think i want to meet new people...i think i should go out more. naah. but sleep is still better..haha.